Two Many Question(marks) In Love

Not so long ago I noticed two question marks turned to face each other forms a shape of a heart. This seemed very fitting to me because love is a big question mark in my life. I have plenty of platonic love in my life. Many people love me. I just don't know if anyone has been in love with me. A bit of not so good luck, a bit more of pickiness and a lot of inaction has helped create the single man I am. At this point it is a good possibility that I will never get married. That in itself isn't bad. I have a very good life and enjoy it immensely. But if I had my way I would certainly find that special woman to enjoy an even better life with.
Finding the woman is the tough part. It rarely happens that I find someone I am attracted to. The good news is that if I do find her I usually know it immediately.
Every once in a while I find that special woman. Special is the key. Give me a special girl and I tend to melt. Special is hard to define. I know it when I see it. I love the moment I discover a woman's specialness. I remember the last time it happened. I was pretty much speechless, which isn't the best thing when one is trying to impress a woman.
Looking forward to the time of specialness discovered with WONDER
Kevin

Camp and Winnie* Filed Under "Thank You"

Not so long ago I wrote about returning to camp. After much thought, probably too much, I applied. I sent in my application and began to wait. I haven't heard from them yet. I may never hear from them. After I sent in my application I had a sense of wishing I hadn't, mostly because I hate the idea of the anxiety of returning.
This whole process has been strange, tough, and a positive experience. However it turns out, this summer has become a bell weather moment. Ever since I first went to camp it has been like a love affair. It caused a lot of wonderful thoughts and experiences and a bit of heartbreak. It has taken many more years but camp has reached the same point in my thoughts as Winnie* - I will never forget, never stop smiling, but have moved on. Camp, just like Winnie*, changed me. It is something that has affected who I have became. Something very few really know about. I wish camp, as I do Winnie*, all the best and as many sunny days as possible.
Still looking to Summer with WONDER
Kevin